So Much for Being Fine

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You said everything is alright, I'm fine, I can handle this
When everything is actually not alright, and you are totally not okay with anything
But they say you just have to endure with it, that's the way of life
I tell you all these are bullshits
Each and everyday, you face everyone as if nothing is wrong
"I'm fine, I'm good." is what you said whenever people approached you
It was fine, till you found out that you can't bear it anymore
So you used every way you can possibly think of to ensure things are fine, or at least will be fine
Not all ways are right, and you hated it personally
You were never fine from the start
You are just too good at faking it
And you know it best because you dislike yourself so much for being that way

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