The Crazy Semester

Assignments are like zombies
They eat your brains and drive you crazy...

Thanks for enrolling us for 5 subjects, SOB

The King was Dethroned

So I woke up 4am today to catch US Open Men's final Federer vs Del Potro
Federer started off really good, he played many nice shots, and eventually took the first set.
I was thinking of a straight sets win, but the Argentine forced the 2nd set into the tie brake and took the 2nd set.
No straight sets, maybe 4 sets I think. But the Argentine was playing at the top of his game which then took the match to the fifth and deciding set.
It was really disappointing to see how Federer played in the final set.
Double faults, unforced errors, and then a 3-6 loss =(
Seriously, Federer was on the upper hand at the beginning of the match
and I really thought that he will win the title, making it his 16th title in his career, and 6 consecutive wins in the US Open.
Oh well, it's all over now. The results were set at 6-3, 6-7, 6-4, 3-6.

Runner-Up, Roger Federer on the left
Winner of 2009 US Open on the right, Del Potro the 20 years old Argentine

It was good match to watch, but the results were just disappointing.
I'm a Federer fan you know =(

Sigh...

Why la like that?
so depressing already lo
It was supposed to be my most confident subject k,
now like that, how?
You don't want me to pass year 1 is it?
already struggling like hell
how to go up year 2, year 3?
Can kiss goodbye ACCA or ICAEW lo...


Seriously depressed to the max =(

Terminally depressed

Horribly stressed

All thanks to management and stats

White Flag

I wish I could do better...
I wish I could understand better...
I wish I could answer better...
But you leave me clueless
I was blank when I saw you
and I don't know where to start
Just when I thought I finally understand you
finally able to answer you, master you
I only realize I know you not enough
I'm totally knocked out by you
I was thinking really hard, till the very last minute
In the end, there's nothing I can do
but to surrender.



there goes my 10% course work for business stats... *sighs*

I Need Answers

I've been thinking day and night
But you leave me clueless

Question marks filling up my head
when I think more of you.
This is no good, bad
How can I move on
if I never make this clear?
Please, provide me with some answers,
or maybe a hint.
I'm dying to figure you out.


NOTE:
This is what you get when you are so semangat to finish business stats tutorial, but can't solve any questions given. Currently I'm working on probabilities.
The probability of me failing this subject has just increased if I can't pull it through.
Arrgh, I hate stats =(

Not So Happy

Audrey is having a difficult time

dealing with

PIMPLES!!!!

They are back!!!! Damn!!!

*add ons - 11.34pm*

Many sales ended today

and

I missed it all!!!

Feeling Sulky

2 weeks of sem break
finishing in half an hour time.

Back to uni
with a sucky time table, darn!!!

*****

It didn't go well
but from bad to worse.
I'm trying, trying and trying
but it's darn difficult.

I shall make no more or any promises
till all were said are fulfilled.
I promised "I will...",
and I'm determined to fulfill it.
I don't wish to make empty promises
Please give me more time
and wait for me.

Pissed Me Off!!!

Went to pay my saman
Drove all the way to Sri Kembangan
Because the sergeant said so,
"bayaran dan rayuan kena buat di Balai Polis Cawangan Sri Kembangan"
we civilians of course follow his instruction yes?
Arrived at Sri Kembangan's police station
Didn't see any officer, only a few clerks (whatever you call, all they do is type and type and type)
Neither did they look at us or the saman
straight away they told us to go back Puchong to pay the saman,
in a rude manner, very very rude manner.

Never like government servants,
especially the *er hem* (you know who)
I'm not racist
just that the service they provide is really BAD!!!
(mom agrees with me too)

My Last McFlurry

I'm sad to say
this will be my last oreo mcflurry (buying with my own money).


An increased price with a shrunk size
To me,
the new size of mcflurry does not worth its price.
I don't mind paying RM3.99 for the new size,
but not RM5.99 for a shrunk size.
Totally not happy with McDs!!!!!

One Word to Conclude My Day

SUI!!!!!!!




except I had a great lunch
which is my
highlight of the day

I Got a "F" for Shopping

I can't believe I walked KL whole day
and
FAILED to buy any clothes.

Damn depressed lo
was so excited to shop and splurge.
But I ended up going down KL
for a meal at Kim Gary and
a new hair brush.
Was supposed to buy a new pair of jeans and few new tops.

Never mind
Terri said she will bring me to pyramid
and hunt with me.

Past few days were awful
To the extent where I just want to jump down from the building.
I wasn't happy with everything.
I went to the mall, watched a movie, grabbed a delicious meal
None of these make me happy.
I was just grumpy with everything.

I don't exactly know what happened to me
I can't explain why I'm like that
And I certainly don't want to talk about this anymore.

I know I wasn't being nice to anyone, especially towards you.
I'm truly sorry for treating you in that manner.

I'm Desprate

for

MONEY!!!

=(

Ulcer

I really don't like you lo!!!!!

You make me sick!!!!!!!!!!

Stay away from me can?

It was too Late

When he remembered
It's all burnt and black.

I should have known.
Stupid me didn't bother to tell him.

He never failed before, but this time.
I know his disappointed,
and it hurts to see him so

Pissed me off!!!

Is assignments mode on. I've got 3 assignments due in November.
Darn, I need more time, more hands, more...
I'm not procrastinating, I just felt the urge to blog this.

It's a yesterday thing, at the mamak near my house
A group of malays were sitting at the table next to us.
Didn't really notice them until a cat growled. (the cat was under one of the chairs)
Was so pissed off because this malay guy kicked the cat.
That heartless, shameless, jerk kicked the pregnant cat.
I mean, what the hell?
As much as I hate and dislike cats, I will never kick them.
I mean, you can shoo them, but I don't see the need to kick them.
If you are not a animal friendly person, fine.
But you don't have to bloody harm them.
I'm not sorry if you are offended.
You should be ashamed for what you did.

*sobs*

I: So set yea?
He: What sad?
She: The hotel la...set mou? After I leave, nobody understands what you say
I: *moment of silence*
******** In the Car *********
She: Which do you think is better? June 2009 or June 2010?

I: Both are the same.
She: Where got same? One is next year, another is in year 2010.
I: Both the same, you are still leaving.

Sigh, she's leaving soon
Though is next year or year after next
The point is, she's still leaving.
I won't get to celebrate my 20th or 21th birthday with her.
I won't get to sleep over at her place.
I won't get to go Morino Kaze with her.
I won't get to do all the this and that with her.
I won't get to do all the things and stuffs we always do together.
I won't get to see her for a year!!!
Don't ask me how can I sit next to her everyday for 2 years,
Because is worse to not have her around for a year.

=(

So Much for Being Fine

Pic from deviantART.com by DMSAPR

You said everything is alright, I'm fine, I can handle this
When everything is actually not alright, and you are totally not okay with anything
But they say you just have to endure with it, that's the way of life
I tell you all these are bullshits
Each and everyday, you face everyone as if nothing is wrong
"I'm fine, I'm good." is what you said whenever people approached you
It was fine, till you found out that you can't bear it anymore
So you used every way you can possibly think of to ensure things are fine, or at least will be fine
Not all ways are right, and you hated it personally
You were never fine from the start
You are just too good at faking it
And you know it best because you dislike yourself so much for being that way

Pic from deviantART.com by Melioriste

It's been a while since the last time I felt so tired.
Came back from camp on Monday.
It was a blast, camp was uber great.
No doubt about that. I learned a lot.
Definitely wanna see a change.
Came back from camp,
have been busy with college stuff.
The thing is,
I don't have enough of sleep
and is driving me crazy...
Not stress, just don't feel right.